Thought Question: "Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?"

I think i rather lose my old memories. Who wants to be stuck in the past? I'm sure the people around me will attempt to refresh my memory. Even if i was clueless, but at least it would be entertaining. It might be a great opportunity to start fresh again. It would be a chance for people to bond if they didn't before. But if i was never able to make new memories, then that is sad. What would be the point of living if we can't remember anything now and forward?

Listening to: You can be the one - Late Night Alumni
Ate: Blueberry Waffles for dinner =]
Random thought of the day: One day, I will be THE ROLE MODEL. I don't want to have a moment of envy...of how much i wish i was more like "that person" or as good as that person. One day I will be BETTER than that person. I will be STRONGER. Today, i'm going to STOP comparing myself to "that person" because that brings me down. Starting tomorrow, i am going to stand strong and be that person that I want to be, not what everyone else wants me to be. I must be reminded that I can't be loved, if i don't love myself first. (Just keep smiling! -M.V.)

Feelings are neither good nor bad, they just need acknowledgment.

A good listener should stop assuming responsibility of trying to make us feel better because that invalidates our feelings. A good listener is only asked to listen, so don’t judge. It is rare to find a person who is willing to listen and accept/acknowledge our feelings that we experience. We all need a good listener and when we do find one, it is an immense sense of relief because our emotional loneliness is attenuated. Sadly though, we’re all very judgmental.

Currently on repeat: 親人-丁噹

傷心的時候我就要找個地方靜靜的想想。想來想去﹐越來越傷心﹐就會大哭一場。哭過了，就會覺得心情平靜了很多。其實傷心的時候﹐哭并不能解決任何問題﹐可是傷心的時候哭出來會比較舒服。傷心只是人生道路上的一個小石頭，過了就沒有了。。。

Happy Cinco De Mayo? 20 more days until.......

Currently melodies on repeat:
"Wedding Dress" - Tae Yang
"Reason" - Van Ness Wu

Everytime i listen to the song i recall the dance moves from the MV. I LOVE the way Tae Yang dances in that suit with that punk rocking sash. The style suits him well. His haircut, his studs, his shoes, the vest, those eyes, it just goes together perfectly. It gets even better when he dances, he seems so natural. I can't get enough of the MV really. In a strange way it makes me smile when i play the song when i'm driving. If only i could get on my feet and mimic his moves that would just fulfill my day! It's a shame that i could only imagine it in my mind how i would or could be dancing. Fail.
Van Ness on the other side just gives me the vibe that he loves moving. The way he glides makes him appear to be confident in his moves. I LOVE his voice. It's gentle and soft. It drives me mad knowing for a fact that he does not look his age! I finally realize that 3o's is the sexiest age for men. *wink* I give him props for the short haircut. It makes him look ten times more attractive and younger. Bravo!
In an odd way though, Van Ness reminds me of Polus. Polus, would randomly glide or make some movements with his feet. He did it with confident too. I'm always the observer. I watch people and imagine how i would like to mimic them. I sometimes don't understand why i'm so stiff. What is it that i'm afraid of? Embarrassment? Shy? Do i care that much about what people will think? Why can't i just..................
"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth.-- Mark Twain"

Yesterday was a wasted day off of doing nothing.
There's so much i need to do but why do i keep holding it off?
Where is my motivation?
Why must i let myself fall behind every single time?
What will it take to get myself together?!?

Take a look at T.O.P from a Korean boy band: Big Bang

When he was younger...

Now look at the transformation....What a difference weight loss can do to your appearance. Impressive.

我那時候老是者想。。。路有什麼好走的?

我現在知道答案了。
到外面去走路聊天﹐因為是兩個人做的事情。
有人牽着﹐ 去那裡都可以。
有人回應著﹐ 說什麼也可以。
因為那是兩個人的事情。
就算再無聊﹐
它都變得好幸福﹗

quoted from the Taiwanese drama: Autumn Concerto.