如何堅強起來

我心理想好希望有個人給個意見:如何堅強起來?
這幾天幾夜我都在唸書.
但是不管念多少遍...都念的不怎樣好.
我很想讓自己有信心.
我看到哥哥那麼辛苦賺錢來照顧我們...我很感動.
我也要快點賺錢幫幫家門.
所以我也一定要努力的讀書.
不能放棄! ...不能自餒!
加油!加油!加油! =D

Driving slow is a nice experience.

It's really interesting to watch others try to cut you and speed pass everyone. It's funny to me how some fail to go any further and end up being stuck behind you. Sometimes its funny watching their angry expressions and hand gestures. Aside from that its actually nice to look at the things around you. The mountain ahead of you that seems so close to you. The beautiful clear sky. The shapes of the clouds that easily amuses me. Sometimes you even get a good view at someone random busting his hip hop moves at the bus stop.
My point is...take it slow. You might learn to appreciate the things around you even more.

Its amazing how insincere, deceitful, & pretentious people can be.

在我眼里...全世界的人都是假.
不必要假意吧? 我真的不懂.

我看不起你們.

我有心事。

沒有一個人可以安慰我。
好寂寞。。。
要提醒自己﹐不要浪費時間想那麼多了﹗
太可笑的我﹐快點乖乖的專心讀書吧﹗

cute math problem

Simplify 2i < 6u
Answer: 1 < 3 u
haha i thought this was super cute. =D
click: FOXTROT by Bill Amend to view the comic strip.

CG Lash Blast Length

I finally got the chance to buy this mascara for a good deal. It was on sale today at Target for $6.99. AND I had an $1 off coupon from the sunday papers to go along with it. What a steal right? I can't wait to try it! =D I do love the result of the CoverGirl Lash blast, but i need more length then volume! So i'm hoping for gorgeous results from this 'Lash Blast Length' mascara! I also got the mascara in the non-waterproof. I'm also hoping it would be alot easier to remove and washoff by the end of the day >_<

*edit
I tried the lash blast length this morning. I didn't love the result. There's no clumping so thats a plus. I'm not exactly sure if the lengthening was really working for me. It didn't entirely flatten my curled lashes which is good. But i still needed to re-curl my lashes because it kinda lost its volume after the application. I guess i do need volume after all! I do like the brush though because its so much easier to apply. What i did notice is that this mascara actually make your lashes look natural. It doesn't give you the dramatic lashes but it gives you the extra tint and lift. I guess it isn't so bad after all. I'm hoping this mascara would be easier to remove, to make up for the lack of love i have for it so far. And the results?Boy, it was easily removed! No clumps and residue on the lashes whatsoever! yay! I guess i can learn to love it after all. I'll give it a week to know for sure. =P

is a concealed smile

Today, I went to the gas station. The moment i drove in, i noticed the "usual" spot that i always park my car is parked by some idiot that decided to park right between the two fueling stations. Then i looked over at another station and this other idiot decided to park at the second fueling station, which meant i would have to reverse into the spot in front of him. I looked over to get a glance at this idiot. Unfortunately, the driver wasn't in his car. I however, was feeling irritated for the most ridiculous reason. I wasn't just irritated about how he parked, but also at the fact that he was driving a white 2009 Honda FIT! I was envious of color. Without further thought, i grabbed my credit card and opened my car door. When i stepped out of the car, that driver had just gotten in his car. I stared straight at him without any expression and i expected the same from him. However, he caught me by surprise with a friendly smile. I couldn't resist but i gave a quick forceful smile in return. I certainly felt ugly inside. Strangely, that split second of his smiled warmed my heart. At the same time, It bothered me that i didn't return the same smile. I'm not sure how to explain it. But it sure is a wonderful feeling when someone smiles at you. I hate to admit, but that smile made my day.
I realize that I need to smile more because a smile will always be a reflection of the way people feel about you.

"Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing." ~Mother Teresa
"Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile." ~Author Unknown
"A smile confuses an approaching frown." ~Author Unknown
"Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day." ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

love for green tea!

is a heart for the rain.

It's rainy today...

Don't you just love the rain?

I need to own a pair of rainboots so i can stomp all over the puddles and not have to worry about drowning my shoes.

It's your choice how you live life.

"Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life."
Author Unknown

Tomorrow, when i wake up i'm going to smile and feel appreciative that i'm having a early start of the day. I'm going to rock a wonderful short shift at work. Then i'm going to freshen up as soon as i get home. I'm going to take a good power nap. Then i'm going study. I won't stress. I won't be frustrated. I will be just fine. I'm going to enjoy studying!
Tomorrow, I choose to be in a good mood. Tomorrow, I choose to focus my full attention on studying for my quizes coming Tuesday and Wednesday. Tomorrow, I choose to enjoy studying. =]

is the girl who wants BEAUTY like ANGELABABY!

胖的不了。我的肚子大的要命﹗
穿衣服的時候看得出來很胖﹐難看死了﹗
很不開心﹗
誰叫我那麼愛吃呢? 怎麼辦?

What is ANGELABABY's secret?
to a natural face like this....?











to a different look...?





















to a super cute look like this?










to being lovable?

the SECRET is....
Perhaps i shall DRINK MORE h2O and exercise!!!

is the girl who struggled to take the first step.

"Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase. Just take the first step." - MLK

How many falls does a person take before they realize that they can't take anymore?
I have fallen hard several times. I have allowed myself to keep falling over and over again.
What was so hard about getting up and staying up? Lack of strength??? Lack of speed? or was it lack of CONFIDENCE perhaps? Were they just excuses? For what reasons though? Did i enjoy being a failure?
I was strictly avoiding the CHALLENGE.
How am i suppose to know what was i capable of if i avoid trying?
I allowed weakness to take over me and tell me that i was incapable. And i believed it...for all these times, i honestly believed that i couldn't handle the challenge. I fell really deep... to the point where i lost PURPOSE.
This isn't how i want to LIVE my life. What happened to my PRIDE? If i keep allowing myself to fall AGAIN...I may not survive.
Recall: Dr. Klein once said that everyone has their own pace. Some people take longer than others.
And there's no doubt he's wrong about that! I sure took a hell of a long time to finally pull myself together.
It only takes the FIRST STEP. Now i know that I am capable. I don't want to experience the fall ever again.
Keep it up.