Friday, January 22, 2010

is a concealed smile

Today, I went to the gas station. The moment i drove in, i noticed the "usual" spot that i always park my car is parked by some idiot that decided to park right between the two fueling stations. Then i looked over at another station and this other idiot decided to park at the second fueling station, which meant i would have to reverse into the spot in front of him. I looked over to get a glance at this idiot. Unfortunately, the driver wasn't in his car. I however, was feeling irritated for the most ridiculous reason. I wasn't just irritated about how he parked, but also at the fact that he was driving a white 2009 Honda FIT! I was envious of color. Without further thought, i grabbed my credit card and opened my car door. When i stepped out of the car, that driver had just gotten in his car. I stared straight at him without any expression and i expected the same from him. However, he caught me by surprise with a friendly smile. I couldn't resist but i gave a quick forceful smile in return. I certainly felt ugly inside. Strangely, that split second of his smiled warmed my heart. At the same time, It bothered me that i didn't return the same smile. I'm not sure how to explain it. But it sure is a wonderful feeling when someone smiles at you. I hate to admit, but that smile made my day.
I realize that I need to smile more because a smile will always be a reflection of the way people feel about you.

"Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing." ~Mother Teresa
"Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile." ~Author Unknown
"A smile confuses an approaching frown." ~Author Unknown
"Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day." ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

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